....when it rains, it pours...

Friday, November 8, 2013

This week has been one of those weeks, non-stop and never ending. I feel like I am the most undependable person, and for good reason, I am probably trying to spread myself to thin and as usual it ends up "nipping me in the butt"! Some days I wonder where the day went...it just disappeared right before my eyes, and it is night time again and we are putting the babe to bed.... only to sleep for a few hours and do it all over again. I mean don't get me wrong, I wouldn't change it for anything, life is supposed to be a ride...and there is no final destination, so I just need to enjoy it, everyday..... smell the "roses" or in my case the "snow covered pine needles" and move forward....

Wednesday was fueled with emotions, it was Grandma DeBruins funeral, despite the circumstances it was so nice to see all our relatives... everyone together, reminiscing, laughing, crying, hugging, mourning and just being with one another....

Yesterday was back to the proverbial "routine".... in my case I can't seem to find a routine.... I feel like I am running around like a chicken with its head cut off.... it is no one elses fault but my own; I try to tackle more than I can chew and end up overwhelmed and defeated, I hate feeling this way... especially for Jets sake. I know how important my time right now is with him, and I know I need to relax and just enjoy him..... next week myself, my sister, and our friend Shannon are taking Jet and Dierks and heading to Banff.... I think this will be a great time for me to regroup.... get some really good quality time in with the boys, and just take a load off... no city stresses, no where I feel like I need to be.... just some girl time in the mountains with the little guys!



 ...til next time...xo...CS


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